Happy Birthday to My Mom
March 7, 2016
This week is Mom’s birthday. It doesn’t seem real that she is gone. I’m alone now. Of course I have family and friends who love me but not like Mom. You were amazing! I took you for granted all those years, spoiling me. I’m paying for it now! No care attendant can compare to you! You were always there to talk to. When I got mad at you, you just forgave me unlike some of my attendants who hold grudges. Oh Mom, how I miss you! I’m ready for the conference. Two books, Mom! New York is near. I will succeed! Then I can sleep! I have kept my promise that I made to you about moving forward, but sometimes I just want to die. But I have a lot for do yet. I know! It’s just hard, Mom.